LovelyBea

as a social experiment…

I had some of my friends write an obituary for me, heres one that I got back recently-

“Beautiful from the tips of her toes to the depths of her soul.

The best friend anyone could ever wish for.

True till the end, There when Needed.

No questions, Just caring and love.

Compassion was her first language.

If ever there was perfection, It lay in her eyes. In her smile. In the way she carries herself.

Never judging, But accepting.

Selfless, Above all.

You will forever be in my heart. In my mind, And a part of my soul.”

Yes, I am unbelievably touched.

what a day yesterday.  my father dropped me off at lax 12 hours before i was supposed to leave.  because i misread my flight itinerary.  so i spent time with my friend.  thank god she didnt have anything to do…but her mom sure does have a great bedside manner.  first thing she said was “youve gained weight”. 

but la was a blast, went to the highland mall.  got some new outfits.  and finally went to sprinkles!  

i also got to see one of my great man friends and that was awesome.

but…my ride fell asleep on me so i had to scramble to try and find someone to pick me up from the airport.  luckily someone came through.

but when i got home i got an email from my photographer for my suicide girls photo shoot. he broke his wrist and wont be able to take my photos on friday.

so aside from all the set backs, my mini vacation was awesome.  got to spend 4 days with my bfff allison.  got to see another close friend and my niece.  finally got the right birth control to manage my hormones. went to six flags with my straight lover jessie.  and all the other things from above and that i havent mentioned.

then today i spent the whole day in bed cuddling with my lil Nugget.

a change is a comin’

one of my good guy friends from southern california is 99% sure he is going to move in with me by the beginning of july.  i am really excited about this because: 1. he needs to get of oc, he has too many ghosts there. 2. he needs someone like me to help him get in the right direction. 3. rent will now be cheaper. 4. i will have someone to cuddle with.

annd he might be taking over with my nanny job if the boss-man likes him.  

also i believe i found my photographer for my suicide girl photo set.  and i am starting to notice some changes in my physique as i continue my workout regimen. 

could life get any better atm?

my roommates boyfriend was cheating on her and had a girlfriend on the side.  and although she herself had a lover for the past month, she destroyed a majority of his things.

oh the irony.  because i know she is not going to tell him about her lover.

so tonight i am getting her some sangria and vodka, because thats what roommates do…listen to the rants, give advice, and get her drunk.  atleast in outhouse thats how we do things.

and the thing im upset about the most, i wont be able to finish x files…im only on season 3 and he is going to take them with him.  

but we get to keep the microwave in rice cooker.