Damn. So much has happened in my life. Made an amazing friend, then turns out they weren’t so amazing because we aren’t friends anymore after 2 years of friendship. But I learned a lot about myself. Im interested in seeing what the next three months has in store for me.
cant win all of the things i set out for. cause then…i wouldnt learn anything. but i sure am going to miss her.
one of my good guy friends from southern california is 99% sure he is going to move in with me by the beginning of july. i am really excited about this because: 1. he needs to get of oc, he has too many ghosts there. 2. he needs someone like me to help him get in the right direction. 3. rent will now be cheaper. 4. i will have someone to cuddle with.
annd he might be taking over with my nanny job if the boss-man likes him.
also i believe i found my photographer for my suicide girl photo set. and i am starting to notice some changes in my physique as i continue my workout regimen.
could life get any better atm?
went out with a friend last night, and met two interesting fellows. but that was about all that was good last night.
throughout the night i was cat called, and and had my ass grabbed by a few “bold” men. but i quickly put them in their places.
then my friend, who i was supposed to drive home, went off with some guy. so now every time we have been out together since february…she has left me to go hook up with some guy. and i am fed up with it. i am not catering to her snatch anymore.
but today was a nice day, aside from getting sun burned. i volunteer at this horse therapy program and this sweet girl came in today, and we bonded. so i will be working with her now to help her. and i have never been more excited. she is a natural on the horse and after one session she had some small progress. can wait to see her become stronger and more confident.
tomorrow i am watching the boy all day till 8am monday. hopefully i find enough things to keep us both entertained. but he and i are starting to bond, so i really hope i am able to stay with this family long term. because he is starting to depend on me for emotional support.
