LovelyBea

what a day yesterday.  my father dropped me off at lax 12 hours before i was supposed to leave.  because i misread my flight itinerary.  so i spent time with my friend.  thank god she didnt have anything to do…but her mom sure does have a great bedside manner.  first thing she said was “youve gained weight”. 

but la was a blast, went to the highland mall.  got some new outfits.  and finally went to sprinkles!  

i also got to see one of my great man friends and that was awesome.

but…my ride fell asleep on me so i had to scramble to try and find someone to pick me up from the airport.  luckily someone came through.

but when i got home i got an email from my photographer for my suicide girls photo shoot. he broke his wrist and wont be able to take my photos on friday.

so aside from all the set backs, my mini vacation was awesome.  got to spend 4 days with my bfff allison.  got to see another close friend and my niece.  finally got the right birth control to manage my hormones. went to six flags with my straight lover jessie.  and all the other things from above and that i havent mentioned.

then today i spent the whole day in bed cuddling with my lil Nugget.

comic con

you are being wonderful to my feet.  today was dedicated to scott pilgrim vs. the world…today we meet brandon roush, and he oggled at my breasts….then we took a photo.  

then after volunteering we saw a free screening of scott pilgrim vs the world.  and met pretty much all of the cast except for chris evens and brandon routh.  

all of this wouldnt have happened if my bestie and i weren’t as forward as we are.  

cant wait to see what tomorrow has in store for us.

more good news, on august 5th im taking my suicide girls photo set.  hot dayum.

a change is a comin’

one of my good guy friends from southern california is 99% sure he is going to move in with me by the beginning of july.  i am really excited about this because: 1. he needs to get of oc, he has too many ghosts there. 2. he needs someone like me to help him get in the right direction. 3. rent will now be cheaper. 4. i will have someone to cuddle with.

annd he might be taking over with my nanny job if the boss-man likes him.  

also i believe i found my photographer for my suicide girl photo set.  and i am starting to notice some changes in my physique as i continue my workout regimen. 

could life get any better atm?

and so it begins.

for now on my tumblr is going to be about my journey to becoming a suicide girl.  because thats all i really have going on that im really excited about.  till comic con nears.  

so today i contacted the photographer in my area, hopefully he responds back soon.  meanwhile i am thinking up a theme for my photo set, and doing a little working out to get my body in a little better shape before my close up.

i was nervous, but after doing some practice posing in my room, i am a little more confident with what works and what doesn’t.  i just wish i had money so i could finish up my half sleeve :]

ohmygoodness!!!

got an email from suicide girls.  i was accepted to complete the appilication process. /happy dance  

to-do:

find a photographer

complete some forms

sooo super excited.  luckily there is a photographer in san jose.

any suggestions?

:]

i finally applied to be a suicide girl.  fingers crossed :]